Impossible to forget?

This....THIS was a BITCH.
I had a pen explode on me, and all together this took about two entire days. X3
Haha I had this idea in my head and I wanted to give it my all this time. Partial transparency because I lack an entire background.

So I'm not going to go into detail on his entire background just yet. I'll post it soon enough. XD But just so you're caught up I WILL mention that he lived with his mother at this age. Let me tell you this, not a good woman. XD After Dez's father passed he was forced to live with her. She was mentally and physically abusive towards him and pretty much considered him a disgrace. He often preferred solitude, usually retreating to their basement, which was rather large and full of odd machinery due to his fathers interest in technology. (Even though he was a writer XD.) BUT, one day, after being screamed at he angrily wandered into the basement and started just tearing things apart, unintentionally flipping the switch to a machine and getting his hand caught and horribly mangled. That explains the blood and cringing. XD

Soo yeah I actually really enjoy drawing emotional pictures like this. (Just wait it'll get worse. )
Also yes I have a bunch of trades to do I know. I'll get them up I just had to draw one of my own this time around. XD
Anyways hope you enjoy!~